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Date Posted: 3/10/2015


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ISSUE #193

MARCH 2015

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***From Your Hostess of Light

*** Pondering To Be or Not To Be Creates A Quagmire of Vacuums

*** Watermark On Your Soul 


***Chevron Amethyst Healing Crystals

***The Crystalline Light Expo Knoxville TN

*** 4-4 Gathering of Light Berea Kentucky


From Your Hostess Of Light

As we all walk forward in time from the battlefield of winter, we are weary confused and on guard. Are we prepared for theses shifts to come in whatever name and form they desire? The weather has more moods than a teenage girl on a full moon prom date.  How do we prepare for energies that no not respond to our prayers and well wishes? It is obvious that man cannot tame the goddess of winter for she demanded homage on bended cold knee. What will the goddess of spring ask of this year?

As the Goddess of Spring stretches herself and flourishes underground, she takes all of us to a hidden entrance that resides in a place that has the ability to camouflage itself from prying eyes. Like a magic door hidden in a tree trunk or a portal between worlds in the middle of a blueberry patch guarded by feral stickers matters not, the worlds between the worlds will be seen. Reflections where time bends and dimensions parley will show what is invisible.

The dimensions dance together like an aurora borealis changing form and colors at a glance. We become dizzy and disoriented as living magic is  seen between realms but only for glance. The human eye changes in context and form as it sees thru cones of time with great exactness.

Time once disrupted comes back around like a fatigued astronaut with a  wee bit of space wobble. First you see it then you don’t, as All matter shifts in accordance with divine thought. ‘Believe it and you will see it’ is the mantra of Spring 2015.

As we enter the eclipses of spring the energies will ask even more of us. On the spring equinox March 20 we will have a total solar eclipse aligned with the energy of 13 and all that magical doorway entails. Portals open and close, Do not get caught in-between.  Aries packs a punch as what is fiery and explosive in nature shows its true colors. Passions erupt as does Mother Earth.

On 4-4-2015 we have our first full moon lunar eclipse of 2015. this energy escorts us into the first level of the Magdalene Rose portal of 2015 (4-4-2015) for it is a true 8:8 frequency. On 4-5 we enter the Holy Gates of Easter allowing multi-dimensional alignment with our Oversoul/ master-self/ and the silent teachings of a very loud inner voice.

A seed can only be sown when it is given in free will. Allowing it to search for hallowed ground and start the process of releasing the divine blueprint of life to the earth. Everything we do or do not do seeds the future. All seeds are about believing in the invisible harvest. Holding the image of bountiful fruition in your heart and head until it is finally seen on Earth.

When that harvest is birthed from your seed of belief it is then necessary to share that bounty with others. To take part of your field of manifestation and cut off the corners of it and give it freely so another can start the seed of belief process as well. Sharing their bounty with others and so on and on….

Listen to the voice of the universe inside of you as it asks more and more of you. As it asks you to give and give and give, like a wellspring without end. The universe has its watermark upon your soul and cells. You can never out give the Creator.

Pondering To Be Or Not To Be

Creates A Quagmire of Vacuums

as received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

Imagine yourself sitting upon a beach looking toward the peaceful watery horizon. At the point that you imagine the ocean has ended, stretch your awareness to include more ocean. See with the divine part of your ocular abilities that is not often used. Stretch your view of what appears to be the end of anything.  Extend it again and again until you see the future in fullness.

Do not settle for what is. Extend yourself past the boundaries of all that you can imagine 'you' to be. At that point, at the edge of your imaginings, is where the true 'you' begins. What you have fleeting about you are holographic trappings. Telepathically align yourself with what is yet to be seen in form. Energetically you have activated dormant extensions of your soul and personage into a point that they no longer lament what has passed. You coagulate and correspond to the highest level of light, the apex of your being as you exist this minute.

Humans scurry about, pondering their next dollar, their next bill. Pondering their next love, their next success, their next failure. Pondering to be or not to be creates a quagmire of vacuum. Humanity as a whole has grown complacent in its desire to expand. You are what you think and if you think that you exist beyond that watery horizon – you do. If you think that you can hear a sound a hundred miles away – you can. If you think you can hear the thoughts of the whales and the sharks – you are able. But until you think it is so – it cannot be completed, it cannot be birthed in you. If you think you can beat disease, you can. If you think that you will become one of great monetary gain, you shall. But if you think the opposite, it shall also be birthed on to you, for that is your prerogative as a human.

I am a voice from the Sirian High Council of Light. We are part of your genetic history and we are part of your future to be. You live within us as we live within you. As we stretch ourselves to pro-create what is destined for mankind, we ask you to also stretch your expectations, stretch your desires. Do you settle for what has collected on the bottom of the cup of life that you drink from? Do not allow the spittings of the universe to be all that you ingest of your world.

Pretend that you can see 10 miles ahead into the future. Pretend you can soar like an eagle, above the earthly drama. Pretend that you can hear as a wolf. Pretend that you can feel Mother Earth under your feet giving you instructions in the next step of your journey. Pretend that the wind brings you directions from the heavens.  Stretch yourself to meet other dimensional parts of yourself.

The Universe bends down with open hand to scoop humanity out of this quagmire. The light that you seek, the ascension that you seek, the truth that you seek comes to find you – each and everyone of you. You will expand past all perimeters and abilities that you have. All of earth has had great hard and heart learning since 2015 was birthed, this spring between the Equinox and Easter there will be a sign for all those that have lost faith.

Many of you find your selves going around in circles chasing your tails of woe. Take a good look at and examine what tales you still chase? Whatever you are lying to yourself about on any level, will take form. You are not allowed the luxury of speaking negative about another no matter what harm or destruction that other has done. You are Creator Gods and your words will live in your world as living breathing entities, situations, and circumstances.

You sit as ducks in a carnival shooting gallery.  Not knowing that you can fly.  Feeling like a sitting duck waiting for the sky to fall as hunters sit in duck blinds all around you.  As a painter that paints a picture, you must continue to hold the vision of peace.  Hold tight to the vision that you hold for yourself, your loved ones, and your world, no matter what.  Please stretch who you think you are into who you truly are. The multidimensional initiation comes in 6 weeks of your time. You must walk forward fearlessly. Stand tall in what you know to be peace inside of you. Hold it and protect it. It is your greatest treasure. Many will try to take that treasure from you. We leave.

Watermark on Your Soul

as received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

As the time of Easter enters your consciousness, realize that you will walk through a dimensional shift of  Biblical proportion. You will walk through extensions of your parallel and multidimensional time-selves that show the true watermark on your soul.  You will part the seas of continuation as you look between the past and the present.

At the time of Easter you be running dimensional programs within simultaneous time.  You are the intersection of the Light meeting the Light. You stand at the crossroad of time. Soul Selves, Angelic Selves, and Over-soul Selves. Everything cavorts about you, surrounding you in a vastness of knowledge that predates time. You will see as you stand in the center of your multi-universal being that the present is the only point of manifestation and creation. You can and will resurrect through time and space, releasing linear conjunctions and linear expectations as you mount your full potential,  

I the higher aspect of the Christ speak to you from the intersection of self, Soul, and Over Soul.  I speak to you at the point that you and I intersect forming a Star of David, a Star Tetrahedron, a living Mercaba. I ask you to take a priceless moment and turn your eyes inward—to your 3rd eye.  Place your consciousness there on the blank screen of all possibilities and see the light that I AM, the Light that you are, and the Light that we can become together.

When Jesus the man left the earth as his Christed Self, and crowned his humanness in glory and Ascension, his disciples hid behind his event of transformation and transmutation. They focused upon this awe-inspiring event with fear, and doubt. They felt deserted, and abandoned. They felt empty heart broken. How could the son of God betray them?

As you have the opportunity to walk into your Christed garments of Light, will you feel as though you have abandoned your humanness, left it standing by the wayside? Will you feel as though you have abandoned the pleasures and tastes of earth, and those you love?

Do not allow your garment of Christed Light to be something that you only wear on Sundays or holidays. Wear it continually with the knowledge that you can be divine, holy, and human simultaneously.  For Jesus the man said that the future generations of light workers would do greater deeds than ‘He’. This was a promise to the future children of light that would walk earth.

You shift the future by your thought, by your actions, by your awareness', and by your declarations. You have changed the molecular structure of the mind; the past will not enter your future. The instructions are as such. As you celebrate Easter – celebrate the Cosmic Christ, and the Human Being who lovingly moves toward Christed awareness. Do not get caught up in the trappings of what happened in Biblical Times, move past it.

Don’t  camp out too long in the Spiritual Stigmata of your old selves. Yes, there were injustices. and  pain. But it is not your job to own it.  Your heart is a Christ Heart. Yes you take everything to heart. yes you feel the injustices, But how do those feelings serve you? You cannot move when you are drenched in pity, in shackled in sadness. mobility comes with love. Whenever your life is not moving, it is because you have cemented your feet in the past the way it was. I represent the Trinity of all the incarnations of Christ as do you. You have worn every religion, every faith, and every conviction. You have worn every magical, alchemical thought through time and space. You wear it all, for it can be no other way.

Look to the future with a heart that is Light. we are cut from the same fabric of light. I am not mightier than you are. I am not grander than you are. I am but your reflection you.   Your potential is unlimited. It goes beyond words or expectations. I ask you at this time of Easter to receive my body in communion – but not through a wafer– but through a vibration. When the sun rises on the morn of Easter – breathe me into you.  Sup upon my knowledge of all time – and I will sup upon your humanness. You are the pride and the joy of this universe. Stand up – to see in truth, the true reflection of the Cosmic Christ you are!  You are born to begin anew every day.


as received by Gillian MacBeth-Louthan 

As the memory of what was, seems to drift like a piece of lost wood in an ocean of confusion, we continue to move quickly down the corridor of time. We are being ushered into time doors that swing both ways. Down hallways that never end into a place that has not been created yet.

 All of us have seen and felt the difference and the trail of chaos it leaves behind. Time is like a wild horse that bucks the 24 hr system and continues to look for a way out of the dimensional corral.  We all run like hamsters in a clear ball bumping into walls paddling our little feet as fast as we can. Not getting anywhere and exhausted by all the energy it took just to get this far. Time brushes past us like a gust of wind, not asking our permission to do what it was born to do.

Life pushes us harder into a corner of limited choices or so it seems, but it is us that has painted ourselves into that corner by our limited thinking. We can just as easily paint a way out if we choose.  Time has shifted. It has quickened its pace, and all past promises have shifted as well. Longitudes and latitudes dance to a new beat. Leylines and time markers are off line, sacred geometries are reset. An actual cog in time has been felt as the worlds walk into a new wavelength of Light.

We still biologically walk to the beat of the old drum when the band plays on in a different octave of time and light. Our perceptions are enhanced and we see in and out of time but are still not sure where to place each thought. Seeing between the worlds is not a place for those weak of purpose. One must hold tightly to the tight wire as time doors are opened and possibilities present themselves in a new array of colors. The unexpected is to be expected on a daily basis. People do there best to hide what ails them but actions are louder than any words.

This year of time asks one to get down to the business of picking up the shattered glass of this past year. 

Seeing into the future is not a place for those weak of heart or knee. As one walks thru the time doors many trap doors make themselves know. Dimensional black holes to other places of parallel time loops can create a dizzying effect in most unexpected places.. Time doors open and close faster than the bat of an eye. Truth and time are adjustable in nature.

That which has appeared emptied now becomes full, freeing itself from  previous definition.  A shift of light realm awakens from a long sleep to escort you into the cornerstone where time and space meet. All limitations are transformed in this expanded view.  Do you have the courage to take an open-eyed leap of faith into this fluid point of possibility? Your vessel of perpetual self is being purified for the expanded energies and truths of the upcoming shifts.

You are an instrument of light that is being fine-tuned to play a new song. Relax into the Shifts; look at them eye to I, seeing with the wisdom of a thousand years!  See beyond what you deem humanly possible. Each situation has a million outcomes. It is up to the individual to pick the reaction  which then opens the door to a matching experience.   

Chevron Amethyst Healing Crystals

These beautiful and powerful Chevron Amethyst crystals come from Brazil. They hold the powerful presence of the Violet flame and the White Light. These are a perfect gift for those who need to transmute negativity and just do not know how. Just by holding them, the shift occurs. The violet flame is one of the greatest spiritual tools on the planet. It is an aspect of God's light known as the flame of forgiveness it is an amazing process for the transmutation of negative energies. The Violet Flame is Spiritual Alchemy in action. Its purpose is to transmute denser feelings, actions, deeds, karma, etc. into a higher vibrational frequency. The violet flame forgives as it frees, consumes as it transmutes, clears the akashic records of past karma and sets you free into a place of holding a higher light. Every day in every way the violet flame flushes out and renews the cells of your mind, body and spirit. 

The Violet Flame was brought to earth by Ascended Master St Germaine. It is an intelligent fire; it cannot destroy, but only free restoring energy to its original purified blueprint.  On a scientific level, the Violet flame can be directed at a sub-atomic level to the particles of energy that accumulate in the open spaces around the cell nucleus. Accumulated substance inhibits the flow of light around the electrons. This cellular clogging can have all sorts of manifestations in the physical body. Violet flame invocations can transform negative energies instantly. If you are feeling sad, depressed, fearful or angry, the violet flame can help you immediately.  When you call to the violet flame and surrender these unwanted energies the fire instantly begins to breaking down particles of substance that have accumulated over thousands of incarnations

When you invoke the violet flame, visualize yourself surrounded by a violet-flame pillar extending from beneath your feet to over the top of your head. See the violet flame come to life allowing the flames to rise and pulsate around you. Keep this visualization in mind throughout the day. Every time you think of it, you are reinforcing the Violet flame.

There are unlimited ways to use the Violet Flame. Bring the Violet Flame into your body. Ask your Higher Self, a Master, Angel to assist you, or just ask the Flame to "be made manifest."  visualize that there is a ball of violet fire above your head. Then ask that ball of fire to come into your body and fill every speck of your entire body. Spin the flame in and around your body asking it to come out through your heart chakra and encircle the outside of your body clearing your emotional, mental, spiritual bodies. Ask the Violet Flame to transmute everything you wish to be eliminated from your life.("transmute anything and everything standing in the way of becoming a Christed Being. on all dimensions, on all levels, through all time and space, past, present and future")

Chevron Amethyst or banded amethyst is a combination of Amethyst and white quartz.  It has all the healing properties of Amethyst and then some. Chevron Amethyst is one of the best stones to work with for activating the Third-Eye, enhancing both intuition and physical vision on all planes of existence.  You can use Chevron Amethyst to cleanse the aura to promote spiritual healing, and to enhance one's psychic abilities.  it can deepen the meditative state, allowing one's higher guidance to communicate.  Chevron Amethyst to help remove resistance to change, and to dissipate and repel negativity of all kinds.  It creates a strong healing field around the user, speeds up the healing process and strengthens the immune system.

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The Crystalline Light Expo

For a day of fun, healing, and learning.

Saturday, March 21, 2015    

 9:30 to 5:30 pm. 

Rothchild’s Catering and Convention Center

8807 Kingston Pike,

Knoxville, Tennessee.

Experience Intuitive Readers, Alternative Healing Practitioners, Vendors of beautiful crystalline products and gifts.  Lectures all day, including internationally known speaker Gillian MacBeth-Louthan at 11:30 am.

$5 Admission More info:  see www.crystallinelightexpo.com   



Saturday APRIL 4TH 2015

11 am -3:00 pm $29 includes refreshments 

On 4-4-2015 a full lunar eclipse takes place,

Offering a doorway of Great Light and Healing. On April 3rd we have good Friday,

On Sunday the 5th we have Easter

All of these events usher in a Great Healing.

4-4 Is a Light Activation that comes to anoint the land and hearts of those who want to understand deep and ancient truths.

4-4 is a Stargate; a continuum of potential

It comes to ACTIVATE the Ancient HEART HELIX 

4-4 is a master number. It literally means a ‘foundation of light is being cemented’ and a cornerstone is being set in time. New opportunity comes without being cajoled. It is time to Build your future thought by thought, brick by brick. Do not allow those of too much wind to blow down your dreams with their negative words. Believe deeply until you see the proof. Hold on through all changes. Stay balanced in what you know to be divine truth allow and the platform of light to solidify.

The Magdalene Portal opens on 4-4-2015 and continues thru 8-8-2015. The words that come to announce this energy are #44 master numbers: COMPLETE, PROPHET, MAGDALENE, LADY LUCK, ACHIEVE, CRYSTAL, MAGE, CONFUSION, FAITH AND IMAGE.

Come join Gillian MacBeth-Louthan and those of Light & like-mind on 4-4 as she escorts you thru the rabbit hole, around the looking glass, into the higher realms of what is to come. Thru a series of light infused techniques Gillian will take you to a place of great heart-healing, past-life release. Healing thru breath work, sound healing with crystal bowls, essences and oils.  All senses will be accentuated during this powerful workshop. It is time to let go of the old baggage and let the universe transmute it into a new form.  Go to www.thequantumawakening.com for more info

Saturday APRIL 4TH 2015

11 am -3:00 pm $29 includes refreshments

Event held at Swinford Farm & the Clear Creek Community Theater

1882 Hammond’s Fork Road, Disputanta, KY 40456

Please Pre-register space limited

Contact Donna Gilbert Lexington Kentucky heavenlyconfectionery@gmail.com

Or Gillian MacBeth-Louthan  Dandridge TN thequantumawakening@gmail.com


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Gillian MacBeth-Louthan

PO Box 217

Dandridge, Tennessee